I haven't felt like blogging!

There's so much going on in my life right now and it's all about me!

My health has been a problem lately. In April I mentioned to my rheumatologist that I was having problems with dizzines. It was really uncomfortable to turn my head to the left or right or to look upwards at something. I got so dizzy and nauseous that I had to close my eyes and wait for the moment to pass. I thought it was probably a side effect of all the medicines I take, but he didn't think so and referred me back to my ENT doctor. One of the tests he did on me was to have me lie flat on the table with my head turned sideways, then he pulled me up into a sitting position as fast as he could. All I can say is - it was horrible. I lost all idea of where I was in space, the dizziness was so severe I even cried out because it was so uncomfortable. He then suggested I see a physical therapist specialising in balance problems to see if that would help.

At my first physical therapy appointment Diane also did the test Dr. Hegarty had done, in addition she checked how I walked and turned and asked me to balance on one leg. At that point I was very shocked to realise I couldn't balance at all. She told me "You are far too young to be this bad Wendy". It was a shock for me to hear that. But over the weeks I have seen her, we have worked out various exercises to help me, but despite all our efforts I was still experinecing dizziness on a regular basis. She tried massage on my neck which was incredibly stiff and I discovered I couldn't turn my head to the left as far as I could turn to my right.

In the end Diane referred me back to Dr Hegarty as she wanted me to have an MRI of my cervical spine and brain, before she did any more work on me. So I trotted off one evening to have that test done, lay inside the MRI for an hour, which I thought was just 15 minutes, and the following week went back to my ENT doc for the results. I thought there would be nothing on the MRI, but that wasn't the case! I was shocked to find there are a couple of lesions in my brain, which seem to indicate I have Multiple Sclerosis!

The minute I read that on the radiographer's report my stomach dropped right down into my shoes, and stayed there for a good day or two. It was not what I expected, it really wasn't. It totally threw me for a loop. I was recommened to set up an appointment with a neurologist, which will be in three weeks time on August 10.