Things to fight over!

As any parent knows, kids fight about everything and anything. Who goes first, who gets the first slice of cake, who gets the first story, who gets out of the bath before the other. My twins seem to have made a career out of it though, and they started almost as soon as they could talk.

They fought over who would be first to be fastened into their car seats, and who would be first to be taken out, who would get their milk cup filled before the other, who got a dish of food put onto the table before the other. They sit in the car arguing over the fact that one of them is looking out of the other's window! Really? And the DVD screens, they have one each but..... "Jamie's looking at my TV!" It's the same movie, does it really matter?

I can recall similar fights with my brother and sister, although as a kid we didn't have in-car entertainment, we had crayons and coloring books, no such thing as MP3 players, we had to listen to the radio station our parents selected - if the car had a radio! Now our children seem to have every convenience at their fingertips, but the old fights remain. "I am not sitting in the middle on the sofa!" or "I want a seat by a lamp, why don't I have a seat by a lamp?"And "Oliver's cup has more juice than mine!"

It was (and still is) totally and completely maddening. I have ignored so much of it, tried - often in vain - to ensure they each receive drinks at exactly the same time but now I think they have reached new highs............or would that be lows?I cannot believe what they are fighting over now!

BUBBLES!

Yes, bubbles! They fight over who has the most bubbles in the bath! They demand I share them out (I refuse) and argue if a bubble 'fort wall' should inadvertently and innocently float over to the 'wrong' side of the bath! I can't get my head around it. Why fight over bubbles? What importance do they have?

Does it really matter? Well, obviously in the world of my twins it does. I can't wait for this all to stop, and I just really, really hope it DOES stop and soon, because I have no idea how much longer I can deal with this type of sibling rivalry!!

Bubbles.............!

I have Multiple Sclerosis

It's taken me a while to adjust to this diagnosis. I doubt anyone ever considers how they will react or feel when told they have MS. At first I barely thought about it, bought some books, read them in part, but mostly didn't want to accept the facts.

Reality bit pretty quickly though. My neurologist prescribed a four day course of IV steroids which I was able to do at home. He put me on Clonazepam to help the dizziness which really messes me up and makes life difficult for me some days. I was also started on Copaxone shots, once a day, which is a medication to help modify the way that MS progresses. It stings like crazy, like a bee sting, and I cannot say I love it, in fact I pretty much dislike it really. At first I would put the shot on the table in front of me and just glare at it, probably willing it to go away, but that never happened! I still glare at it on occasion, but now just have to grit my teeth and get on with it!

I was dreading the IV steroids but the actual process was fine, unfortunately I ran into trouble when the dose was stopped after 4 days. I was SO sick. Every bone in my body hurt to the touch, I couldn't even rest my chin on my hand because it was so sore. I could barely walk, wasn't sleeping and ached all over. For 8 days life was miserable and I vowed to never, ever do IV steroids again. But then things began to settle down, I started to feel better, had a little more energy and began to sleep again. Sadly, that phase lasted only about 2 weeks before I began to feel tired again and my joints began to hurt.

I am starting to read my MS books again, it's hard to accept this is never going to go away. I have had some tingling in my fingers and around my face, so while I dislike the Copaxone intensely I am hoping it's working hard in my system to prevent my MS from becoming worse. Only time will tell!